she clearly understanded that she can love many people and that others can love her, too. but she was completely devoted and unbelievably trusted her love.
but actually I think that this love means she was obsessed about the ardour in her deep heart.
ardour. from soul and body.
“热情。不是男人身体的，也不是女人身体的。不是性器官的插入或接受，也不是肉体的力量大小或性分泌物多寡。不是一个人对他人、对外在世界所表现出来的强弱形式。热情更是一种品质，一种人在内部世界开放能源的品质。而我所寻求于人类的热情类型，是近似于我自身的，它不一定在男体身上，不一定在女体身上。”
她的思想、倾向是非常沉重的（heavy）。但是她把自己整个人都给了爱人，并渴求爱人绝对地爱着她。
she finally found out her true self, but she gonna die.
因为没有人能够接住她。
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